Wednesday, October 10, 2007

i take it back

ok, i take that last one back. K and i are not ok. not in my book at least. she's acting like my mother. telling me what to do and what not to do. how and what to feel. it's really starting to get to me. really really really starting to piss me off. she wrote me a note in english and she told me to "stop flirting" and "it's starting to get to her andD that i am flirting with S." but see, the thing is, K FLIRTS WITH S!!!!!!! every time i talk to him, she tells me to stop flirting. even if i'm just talking. i'll ask him about a math problem and he'll be explaining it to me and if she sees that we're talking, she'll be like "sami, stop flirting. i need to talk to you." i really really wish she would stop acting like my mother with this shit!! i honestly think that she's acting this way because she likes him, but doesn't want to tell. she also keeps telling me that D is mad at me. D would let me know if he was mad. he's been mad at me before and he's done something about it, if he was mad, he'd tell me. plus, K said that D wouldn't tell me, and that D is lying to me. but if he was lying to me, he's be lying to 2 other people too. including one that would kick his ass about lying to her about something like this. but i'm at the point where i just don't care. I'M NOT GOING TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT S AND I REALLY REALLY WISH K WOULD GET THAT AND STOP TRYING TO RUN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if you can't tell, this is really starting to piss me the fuck off!!!!! K needs to stop! seriously!! right now, i'm just going to act like nothing is wrong.
sorry to all people who don't see me as one to swear, but that may happen a lot.

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