...i have a lot to say!
why is it that every time i like a guy, i can't do anything about it? it's either me or him or my friends. someone always finds a way to screw things up. so i was going to ask a guy, S, out and i told my friend, L. i don't think i made it clear that i wanted it to be a secret and L went and told my friend, K. so then K tells my friend D. D also likes S. so after that, K keeps telling me that D is mad at me and she keeps telling me not to do anything about S and just let him be and all this. K kept saying Don't do anything until i say you can. and stuff like that. it is really making me mad. then i told L all this and she thought it was her fault, but it's not and i told her that and L and i are cool, but she told me that she talked to D and that D isn't mad at me. plus i saw D in the hall, and he hugged me and we were talking like nothing was wrong. if D ws mad at me, he would have told me. but all this is really blowing up in my face and now i don't think i am going to do anything about S. i think i'm just going to let him be, because if he's going to cause all this shit between me and my friends, i don't see why it's worth it. i can just stay friends with him and act like nothing is wrong. it's not the first time i would have to do that.
1 comment:
Sometimes it's hard to go with the flow - or - do what's "right." Especially, after you've had to be "just friends" and pretend your other feelings don't count. It's a big person who can "just let him be" and know that you were almost going to take a chance. Sometimes your friends have your back and sometimes they get caught up in creating the drama. You may have felt like its blowing up in your face, but tomorrow it'll be someone elses explosion. That's the way life is. Keep on keeping on!
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